Sonnet- Autumn

If I could slow the moving tide of Autumn, 
Stop each and every leaf  prepared to fall;
Would I miss the fading hues verbatim,
The beauty in the colours of perennials tall?
Chattering, the swallows meet too soon to fly;
Patterned forms stir beauty in striation; 
The buzzard shrieks an urgency of cry;
Across open land, a shadowed murmuration. 

How could I not lament the  shortening of the  daylight, 
The hours that shift the balance of the skies ?
The silvered glow over jewelled ground by moonlight;
Breathtaking,the Northern lights, majestic in our eyes;
These things of beauty I could not miss  in hindsight;
This gradual change and rhythm a revelatory surprise.

I have entered this poem for the National Poetry Organisation Annual Competition.

Where The River Meets the Sea

Consider the birds for they neither reap nor sow …. consider the lilies of the field how they grow; they neither toil or spin.

Why worry ? Matt chp 6

So when I paint, I consider the beauty of what I see in all of nature and today I thought there is nothing grander or more humbling than to see the majesty of the sea. And as I look and as I paint, I try to capture the feel of a place,the light the colours, the lines, the plane. Working in an abstract way brought freedom and challenge but ultimately connects me to a place and when we think of those special places of meaning to us, worries disappear.

Where the river meets the sea

Wounded

They say time heals the soul
An open wound needs some care: 
I write it down
I pray aloud 
I sit at the piano 
And sing it loud 
I run in the lanes
I shout to the wind
I swim in the sea 
And call to the clouds
As I cut through the waves
Salt sticks to my hair
As I swim out into the river
The ice cold wraps my core
The feeling’s intense
At one with the elements
Stress lifts
Above the canopy of green
The spirit is free.
The wound can be healed.

Restless

Bright the moon
Riven and intense
Deep the shadows
Under blackened trees which     Cloak the view.

The wind is held
Silence loaded
Magnifying  movement
and strange noises of the night.
 
Bold the outlines
Of bovine forms
Graze in rhythmic function
Inhale and exhale
Shuffle and cough 

A poignancy, an urgency
the shriek of the owl

A passing car
Cuts through the stillness
Worn rubber on tarmac

Restless the soul
Awake and drawn from sleep.

A bat laces the sky

The shadow on the clock says O2:52 This is not my world
I should not be here-
Restless.

Summer Wrapped Up

When I woke up on my first morning after finishing work, I could see summer stretching ahead and I was full of ideas and plans. Sometimes we just don’t feel days are productive, yet looking back at my diary it is pleasantly filled with wild swims, gardening and some well- needed runs for solitude. We have visited one agricultural show and three vintage rallies. Yes there have been times when I have been tired and times when I’ve felt frustrated with aching joints and muscles and times when I’ve felt elated by a time spent in a Pilates class or time spent with friends. Learning to accept myself as it is with all its limitations is something I need to practise. My art is work in progress – three pieces have come out of these last six weeks. The one of the moors in sombre mood is still unfinished. It’s a first attempt at oils.

Here’s to autumn.

Goodbye summer.